Little Miss Stokes

I have never felt so good in my entire life…he is amazing. I have never smiled so much in life. I have never met someone who can give me butterflies with just a look. Or someone who can make me melt and just feel pure joy. He just loves me for me. He never asks me to be anyone else or look like anything else. 

I love waking up to him every morning giving me kisses and telling me he loves me. I love how happy he can make me and how happy I make him. This better last if it doesn’t I will be beyond broken hearted…I’ll probably be more like destroyed. 

1. smoking
2. laziness
3. dry lips
4. no sense of humor 

1. mom
2. dad
3. sister
4. tyrell
5. mrs. simmons

1. trusted a certain guy.
2. slept with a bunch of Jamaicans.
3. stopped training for basketball.
4. let my sister get to me.
5. letting my self-esteem get so low.
6. not speaking my mind.

1. Love.
2. Family.
3. Success.
4. The future.
5. School.
6. Him.
7. Friends.

1. make me laugh.
2. love music.
3. get along with my family.
4. want to be a father.
5. make me smile and feel good.
6. spend time just holding me in your arms.
7. kiss me with passion.
8. make me feel like i’m special and truly believe i am.

so i definitely just made out with my first love again…

i forgot how much his lips felt like home…i mean after all they are the first lips i ever felt against mine….

i can’t wait to kiss him again 

<3 

1. I love animals.
2. I want 5 kids.
3. I want to be in love again.
4. I’m terrified of the dark.
5. I only have one sister.
6. I’m a major daddy’s girl.
7. Music is my first love.
8. Sleeping is one of my favorite things.
9. I’m addicted to caffeine.  

so i’ve come to the realization that i need to stop over thinking things and be more secure with myself or else i’m gonna drive myself crazy…

1. I spent the best 3 1/2 years of my life loving you and i still love you and i’ll love you forever and for always just like i said i would. 
2. you really piss me off sometimes.
3. i think you are the sexiest man i have ever seen/met and i really wish you found me attractive like i find you.
4. I really miss you and i wish i would have gotten to say goodbye before you left us. 
5. hey! can you please stop being an ass so maybe just maybe i can learn to appreciate you a little bit.
6. i love you.
7. please get over yourself…you’re really not the shit. (that goes to 2 people)
8. you are beautiful, boys are just assholes who never know what they have until they lose it…just remember when he realizes it, don’t give him the honor of taking him back.
9. the only thing i want right now is to feel you against me, but too bad you had to try to control me and be an ass and now that can never happen again. 
10. for people who are supposed to be my family, and stick by me forever, you’re not doing a good job. you’ve been friends with my dad for over 35 years and you still act the way you do….you’re not family…you’re anything but.